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There You Are

“Film as dream, film as music. No art passes our conscience in the way film does, and goes directly to our feelings, deep down into the dark rooms of our souls.” -Ingmar Bergman

The voices of our friends were muffled as we shut the door behind us. The glaze of another Hollywood sunset tickled through the curtains and danced a slow waltz through the room. I sat on the cozy cream comforter and stayed close to the edge. As the video began to play, I found myself sighing with relief and feeling the overwhelming sense of home.

Without words, Susan Kemp’s (http://vimeo.com/susankemp) video for the band Owenstone captured a feeling, a moment, a time…life in Los Angeles. You can feel the conversations in the bars in Silverlake, hear the soft glimmer of the sunrise in Griffith Park, and know that wherever it is, there you are. Because only a true artist can evoke emotions and tell a story without the audience even realizing that that is happening, and Susan Kemp that is exactly what you are.


The Books That Boys Read

“Does ‘House of Leaves’/ Still lie on your bed?/ You told me to read/ But I still never read” -Jaymay (Big Ben)

It was seventh grade, and he was tall for the boys in our grade. His luscious hair glistened in the sunlight as I asked him, “What are you reading?” He gave me a look that those smart boys give and said, 1984, and just walked away. I went straight to the library and checked out that book the same day. And that’s when it started.

Somehow, I find myself attached to boys through literature. And yes, some of the books I have read in my life, some of my favorites, have been ones boys have loved themselves. And I dare to say there are a few bookshelves owned by men that have my favorites on them as well. Art connects people. And I’m sorry, but there is just something sexy about a man that reads. I have often found myself in some of the most wonderful conversations with guys about the books they have read. I remember seeing House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski sitting on the backseat as we made our way through the dazzling Northern California night. I remember long conversations and never-ending references to Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller. I remember all of the tiny treasures of every gem on my bookshelf from The War of Art by Steven Pressfield to Improvise by Mick Napier.

And even when I’m eighty, I will hold of these memories close to my heart. And maybe, just maybe, I will find the strength to finish House of Leaves…Maybe.


The Relevance of Kony 2012

Is Kony 2012 Good or Bad?

Rachel Held Evans
March 13, 2012
RELEVANT Magazine

Examining the controversy behind the massively viral Invisible Children campaign.

It seemed so simple.

A ruthless child abductor on the run. A grassroots campaign to ensure his capture.

But within 48 hours of Invisible Children’s “Kony 2012” video going viral, the conversation surrounding Ugandan warlord Joseph Kony and the best way to help the people he has terrorized for more than eight years, had become anything but simple.

The same social networking momentum that propelled the Kony 2012 campaign to trending status on Twitter generated a wave of criticisms regarding Invisible Children’s messaging and tactics. Critics expressed concern that the video’s message was too emotional and simplistic, and that it failed to account for complex realities on the ground. IC’s financial practices were scrutinized, its ratings on Charity Watch and Charity Navigator brought to light. Soon, people around the world were locked in passionate debates about activism, aid, colonialism, violence, foreign policy and justice.

Perhaps accidentally, the leaders of Invisible Children had started an important conversation—one regarding how we think about and engage social justice, about how best to use our resources and time, about the finances and logistics behind humanitarian efforts, and, perhaps most importantly, about how we tell one another’s stories.

When I shared the “Kony 2012” video on my blog, I had no idea it would be so controversial. At first I was surprised, then frustrated, then—after hearing from readers— encouraged because we’re getting passionate about something that matters.

So we should be encouraged this conversation is happening. And, as it proceeds, we should be wary of veering to two extremes in our thinking: idealism and cynicism.

Idealism: It’s Not That Simple
In the “Kony 2012” video, the co-founder of IC, Jason Russell, explains to his young son that Kony is “the bad guy,” and to save the children.

But critics say it’s not that simple.

They note that Joseph Kony no longer lives in Uganda, that his power has dwindled significantly over the past few years and that the Ugandan army—which IC says should be supported by the United States to hunt down Kony—is itself guilty of violence, looting and rapes. Some say launching a major strike against Kony may cause more violence. In addition, Christians committed to non-violence have questioned Invisible Children’s militaristic approach on the grounds that Christians in particular should seek a peaceful resolution.

Also, because Invisible Children is primarily an advocacy and awareness organization, only 37 percent of the funds they raise directly impact the people of Uganda. Critics say donors should send their money to organizations that devote a larger percentage of their resources to empowering the people in this region to bring peace and prosperity to their communities, and to help former child soldiers assimilate back into society.

Furthermore, many are uncomfortable with what they see as a “savior complex,” reducing a complex socioeconomic and political conflict into a “good guys vs. bad guys” scenario. Some African writers have expressed concern that the video presents white, American college students as heroes to poor, helpless Africans—a storyline that has plagued African aid for decades.

These are valid concerns, but many IC supporters reacted defensively when they were raised, because it disrupted the narrative they had already embraced. As difficult as these questions may be though, they are important ones to ask. For if we hope to move from mere awareness to long-term activism, we have to confront some realities we don’t like or understand, and accept that not every question has an easy answer.

Cynicism: It’s Not That Simple Either
However, as the furor grew, I began to encounter attitudes from Christians and non-Christians alike that disturbed me. Some people seemed more upset by IC’s policies and practices than by the cruel actions of Joseph Kony and the LRA.

These folks dismissed out-of-hand all of Invisible Children’s efforts to help bring safety to children in the region. They cast the leaders of Invisible Children as good-for-nothing hipsters more concerned with imposing their naïve, colonial idealism than their fellow human beings. They took to Facebook and Twitter to show off their humanitarian expertise and shoot down any idealistic IC supporter who stood in their way.

In doing so, these cynics became guilty of the same oversimplification of which they accused IC. Just as the lives of Ugandans affected by the LRA cannot be reduced to a single storyline, so the hearts and minds of IC leaders and supporters cannot be reduced to a single characterization. When we categorically vilify Invisible Children, we run the risk of forever alienating thousands of young people whose hearts for humanitarianism were first touched by an IC film or campaign.

No one becomes an informed activist overnight. We have to leave room for people to grow. It is in piquing the interest and imagination of young people that Invisible Children truly thrives, and in that sense, they play an important role in the world. Sure, IC is in need of some reform. But it is precisely because they are so effective at raising awareness that so many have joined the conversation about better practices in activism and aid.

So what do we do next?

When I shared a long list of resources about this controversy on my blog, I was surprised to hear from a reader who wanted to know what he was supposed to conclude from them. I’d presented books and articles from various sides of the debate, and, confronted with so many choices, he wanted me to tell him what to think.

I saw the same thing happen across the blogosphere, as pastors in particular seemed compelled to issue either blanket endorsements or condemnations of Invisible Children and Kony 2012.

This, in my opinion, is just about the worst way to respond to the controversy. The upside to all this fallout from Kony 2012 is that it has challenged a lot of us to do our homework and begin thinking more critically about how we talk about and pursue justice. The first step in turning this controversy into something that benefits the Kingdom is to embark on the uncomfortable but rewarding journey of becoming more curious, more informed and more passionate about justice.

This is not something we can do exclusively on Facebook and Twitter. It’s going to require hard work and time. We’ve got to learn how to read financial reports and track progress indicators. We’ve got to study history and engage public policy. We’ve got to move beyond the dichotomies of victim and savior, good and evil. We’ve got to listen more and speak less. We’ve got to avoid the danger of hearing and telling single stories.

The wisest people I know are neither naïve nor cynical. They are, as Jesus put it, wise as serpents but harmless as doves.

What Christians can bring to this conversation is an extra-large heaping of grace.

Grace for the idealists.

Grace for the cynics.

Grace for the amateurs.

Grace for the experts.

Grace for our brothers and sisters from Eugene to Uganda, South Carolina to Sudan.

Grace for hipsters and aid workers and peacemakers and child soldiers.

And, if we are truly radical, grace even for Joseph Kony himself.

Rachel Held Evans is the author of Evolving in Monkey Town: How A Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask the Questions (Zondervan, 2010). She blogs at RachelHeldEvans.com and has compiled a list of resources to learn more about the Kony 2012 campaign.


Home Run King

“It’s called talent. I just have it. I can’t explain it. You either have it or you don’t.” -Barry Bonds

It normally happens in a bar. Some unsuspecting guy tries to casually start a conversation with me. Somehow the conversation turns to baseball, and somehow I say that I’m a San Francisco Giants fan. And every time, they say, “So, what do you think of Barry Bonds?” And every time I reply, “I think that he holds the record for most home runs. Ever. I think that instead of investigating individual players, someone should be investigating Major League Baseball because they’ve known all along about steroid use; they basically endorse it. It wasn’t until the strike in the ’90′s when baseball was losing money, and they started the home run derby. And what came of that? Sammy Sosa, Mark McGuire, and Jose Canseco shot out of no where to become ‘home run kings’. And where are they now? Their careers took a serious plunge. Steroids can’t make you a great baseball player. You either are, or you aren’t. And Barry Bonds is one of the best.” And that’s just the short version.

As a lifelong Giants fan, I grew up watching Barry Bonds hit one after another out of the park. I remember those summer nights long ago when the entire park would explode every time that he came up to bat. I remember the many rubber chickens that we would put up every time that he would be walked. I remember the FEAR of the other team. I was there the night that we dedicated the left field wall to him after he set the home run record. And while he may not have been every fan’s favorite Giant, they are liars if they say that they did not scream with unending happiness every time that he hit one out of the park. It is sad that people who once chanted his name when he was winning them games, turned their backs on him so quickly. But my motto is once a Giant, always a Giant. And he is ours, forever and always.

So, once I saw the spectacular documentary “Bigger, Stronger, Faster” (http://www.hulu.com/watch/337490/bigger-stronger-faster), I felt even more solid in my defense of Barry. Because once you blame one person for using a “performance enhancing drug”, what separates the next person? As the documentary unfolds, it shows that “performance enhancing drugs” exist in all arenas from the baseball field to the orchestra pit. And if steroids really made a difference or were an indication of talent, then people would be a lot more excited about Manny Ramirez and his new “shiny” half a million dollar deal with the Oakland A’s…or maybe not.


Waiting for Austin

As some of my favorite bands and even my friends make their way to Austin for SXSW, I am left listening to KEXP’s (http://kexp.org/) live streaming at Mellow Johnny’s. But where else could I listen to The Wedding Present, Of Monsters and Men, and Nada Surf live, still in my yoga pants, surrounded by text books, and with a steaming cup of tea? No where. So, thanks KEXP for making this girl’s dreams come true in the tiniest way. And hey Austin, one day this girl will be there. So, please wait for me.


Yes, Lets

“Baseball is a game, yes. It is also a business. But what it most truly is is disguised combat. For all its gentility, its almost leisurely pace, baseball is violence under wraps.” -Willie Mays

Every spring, the cold drifts, and the adrenaline accelerates. The automatic renewal of my MLB.com memberships makes it offical; it’s baseball season. Hello, churros and Giants dogs. Hello, Buster. Hello, Orange Fridays. Hello, L.A.; it’s too bad that we have to beat you. Hello, Kruk and Kuip. Hello, the coldest nights at AT&T that never seem that cold when we win with a walk-off home run. Hello, boys. See you in October.


Just One More Time

“And there´s gold falling from the ceiling of this world/ Falling from the heartbeat of this girl” -Angus and Julia Stone (And The Boys)

A sexy silence filled my favorite cafe in Hollywood as I absorbed the stunning afternoon in my little nook. The light was bouncing wildly off of the reflections of the plethora of Audrey Hepburn pictures. I was devouring the loveliest turkey pesto sandwich and iced mocha, when something intoxicating found my eardrums. It was provocative and seduced me in a way that I wasn’t expecting. I couldn’t stop myself. I jumped up and asked the barista, “Who is this?” He smiled with a look of recognition and appreciation, “Angus and Julia Stone.” And he played it again.


Stupid Bitch

“Look at your life. Look at your choices.” -Sassy Gay Friend

It was a blistery night as the cold Santa Monica air seeped into every open crevice of the dark classroom. My Shakespeare professor continued to get up and down to adjust the volume for the full three hours. Vapid girls were chattering around me, and I was trying desperately to concentrate. I wish that I could say that those silly girls were the ones that were distracting me, but I was distracting myself. As I was becoming more and more involved in the story, I only heard the haunting words of Sassy Gay Friend, “You took a roofie from a priest”, and giggled a little too loudly.

Sure, we can laugh at Juliet for being a “stupid bitch”, but if only we all had our own Sassy Gay Friend. We probably would all have gotten a lot less sad, way less drunk, and made some better life decisions. So, wake up, move on, and be happy. Yeah, I’m talking to you. You, stupid bitch.


Punching Penguins

“ARE YOU LISTENING?!” -Emery (Walls)

If you happen to be in Boiling Springs, South Carolina on Thursday, February 23rd, you just may have the night of your life. It is not only the very first show at Sound Stage Music Hall (www.facebook.com/soundstagemusichall), but former Tooth and Nail band, Spoken, will be playing for only eight dollars. And definitely do not miss the grand opening of Sound Stage Music Hall on Sunday, February 26 with Oh the Calamity, East West, Kaleb Alexander and more. So, get there early because it is sure to be a packed house of ridiculous proportions.

And in case you missed it, here is the interview that my boy, Kyle Cheleotis, from Upstate Recordings and Management did with GoUpstate.com (http://www.goupstate.com/article/20120209/ENT/202091002?tc=ar).

Things like this don’t come to the Upstate or Boiling Springs often. It is time for some much over-due recognition of the phenomenal bands that are bubbling in the underground. So, please come out and support this effort. This is the beginning of something spectacular in the Upstate, and you should be there with chanting arms.


Local Listening

“You don’t like anything on local radio/ So you fumble around ’til you land on NPR/ And listen to world news” -Local Natives (World News)

After spending a few years working for Whole Foods (which in my humble opinion is the best market/company to work for), I really grew to appreciate all things local. As a company, Whole Foods knew that in order to grow and sustain, they had to support the community around them. I would much rather support local merchants and projects because they have a bigger immediate impact on myself and the community. So, it is safe to say that my local love runs very deep.

Meet KCRW.

As a “community service of Santa Monica College”, “KCRW (http://www.kcrw.com/) is Southern California’s leading National Public Radio affiliate, featuring an eclectic mix of music, news, information and cultural programming.” From “Morning Becomes Eclectic” which features classic and emerging artists to their plethora of news shows that are stored online and can be listened to at anytime, KCRW is creating a revolution in alternative radio. It is creating new opportunities for a complete mixture of music, art, and ways to stay active politically as well as socially. No longer do you need to be dependent on a radio station that may only have news or may play the same five songs all day long. You have a glorious mix of all things that you love, and you can listen locally and even beyond. Welcome to KCRW. Your listening will never be the same.


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